redemption.
love needs trust.trust is fragile
where is the love?
~
i was reading up on an entry on a girl's blog.
what hurts?
here it is:
- letting go of a person you've just learnt to love
- reminiscing the good times you both shared together
- trying to hide what you really feel
- trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes
- loving a person too much
- taking the risk to fall in love again
- hiding your relationship from someone else
- letting go, because everytime you see the person, you only fall deeper
- seeing the one you love crying for someone else
- the waiting also hurts like hell
- being denied in front of people
- Fighting for that one thing that would make you happy that is
- PRETENDING you're OK when inside you're dying
- PRETENDING to be strong.... and RECOGNIZING your weakness
- Lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have...
- Being with someone you can't actually love...
- Pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love...
- Being in love...
- letting go even if you really don't want to... having no right to say you are hurting because it was your decision
- Seeing the person you love hurt because of you... and not being able to help that person...
- having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he doesnt treat you with the same closeness as before
- destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable
- admitting that you love someone despite his imperfections
- Making a promise and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered, the commitment is no longer there.
- The hardest thing about love - believing it exists.
- After you've been hurt, learning to forgive, learning to trust and love again.
~
seems so simple a logic
yet so exquisite, that few understands it
and seldom one come to terms with it
